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BEEN IN THE MEDICAL FIELD,INJURED AT WORK BUT THAT DID NOT STOP HIS PURPOSE OR PLANS ON MY LIFE. BEGAN IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY,AND WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER AS MY LORD AND MANAGER AS WELL AS MY PARTNER,WENT ON TO USE IT AS A PLATFORM TO SERVE HIM IN ALL THAT I DO . I have never lacked in anyway,though many a times i have been hit and hurt drastically all my life. Began this Blog to share OUR FATHER'S LOVE,EVEN TO THIS UNDESERVING PRODIGAL CHILD OF HIS...MANY A TIMES..
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MY PROFILE WOW! PART 1..THIS PRODIGAL CHILD IN A LIMBO

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You all might be wondering why the screen shot instead of typing it in..well..

Felt it would be more appropriate to call it ‘My Profile’.it always is so hard to say just a bit in a nutshell …If i am truthful about it  I will say..

THE UNDESERVING PRODIGAL CHILD …TO MY PARENTS OR MORE THAN THAT..

to the one who formed me then and still shaping as a clay is being molded..

Never once can i say i have been worthy of my Fathers’ Love, leave alone my loved ones.I feel it all the time. I do not want to be special or anything, if you think i am deriving that ..to be a writer or something ,to get everyones attention   etc..

I maybe  a smooth talker..

I might be a manipulative speaker.

I could be a conniving,  a con artist..

Hmm.. these are not only labelled being a bad influence ..

But when you are ungrateful in anyway…when u try to want to disobey the love  He has showered upon you and spared you from death so many ways and times ,you just  sit back  get a bit comfortable and then begin to complain and whine, about how you were adopted  and beaten up all the time, and if you cry openly ,even as a child hmm.it was more torture.

But remember after being beaten and starved and humiliated,you get wonderful gifts..wooo so good.

Be thankful girl..what is  beating going to do  ,just wipe those tears and ignore their threats,just smile and GET your gifts and ENJOY WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE

Each ones life is precious to our Heavenly Father.

Instead of turning to Him Knew it all , i turned to the worst decision.

will explain in more detail.

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TRUE TO MY NAMESAKE

WHY DO YOU ADOPT WHEN NOT READY TO ADAPT . Part 1..

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Have you ever wondered if there is no purpose for you to be alive ..

    • Have you ever believed you have something more to offer in your life..
    • Have you ever realized if you were
    • in a different circumstance and you had been given everything , you would have never dreamt of this, your situations  .

May it be your life’s choices or what you had been dealt with..you go on as long as you can,and one day IT ALL COMES TO A STOP. .AND you draw a blank..yep…

That happened to me..it was one fine day i woke up and realized…i have nothing..see i do have been blessed by having children and a loving man who married me..despite all my drawbacks…It is not uncommon many woman have been in my shoes around the world in many walks of life..but, everyone’s life story is unique..and so is mine.

Like most little kid i loved my mom and dad dearly..I always  wanted to run to my aunt who raised me since she was unmarried and lived with us.

I was a kid who stood out whatever sports or dance or anything it was i did. Everyone in our family were kind and i was fortunate to have many cousins and mentors i will be thankful to,till this day.

All that crumbled one day when my mother called to her side and what she told me next..

“You are not our child,you were given up by your birth mother who did not want you..” see my mom used to say things like ‘I bought you for a bag of food from a street vendor’ etc .if she was angry at some mischief i would have done as a 5yr old or so..i took this not that serious either and kept on as if i heard nothing,my mother had spoken about.

Then  one day when i came crying to my mom saying that my school had sent me home and had wanted  me to wear clothes suitable to look like a teenager,since i had growing body parts obvious to others to notice , ( i was in a country, were dress code was according to not just age, although i already wore long clothes in the first place,even when i played sports,which i did a lot.

INSTEAD of seeing the changes and embracing it and teaching me the stage i was to embrace as a young girl , i  was being beaten up for no reason and told i was adopted and it became more a burden now on my mother ( no no,my adopted mom) went on as she found some reason to torture me, hmm

I cried ,but did not fully grasp my mother’s attitude.

One day i became clear a few years before this incident,when my brother was born ..my mother made it clear i waS 100 % AN ORPHAN And i was adopted..since then everytime any harsh word or any beating happened to me by my mother , i would clamp it to ” i am not her baby that is why she is beating me; she does not love me”..on and on my young mind cried quietly inside..because i was beaten up even if my mom saw my tears or my cries.

But,one thing kept me going was my little baby brother..i was baby sitting him all the time apart from school hours.

My dance classes and other tutoring classes were discontinued,so i can help with the baby i thought….

Only The Lord’s Hand’s kept me living ….

The events that followed i will share in a bit in the second part of this blog post.



    

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Dreaming and reality,along comes Faith to Create ???


Isn’t it true..that mostly everyone can say they were in a dream of a loved one or they dreamt something ..or even it had a great effect on their day to day life!!!


I believe everyone has,it may not be like the kaladescopic MOVIE DREAMS,BUT,something to hold on to or scare the heck out of you.


I am not here to talk like a philosopher..but like to start by saying ,i never dreamt anything except,dreamt i would one dau wake up to this nightmare called BEING NOBODY’S DARLING,EVER Again .Yes i did get the chance to be somebody’s darling … once.


I dreamt i could just be a survivor who could help others survive ,not be a Dream,this life we have been given, but to be a Reality,to make something out off..


So ,i began a journey Seeking HIm who promised us,if we ABIDE IN HIM,WE CAN BE MORE FRUITFUL,WHICH IS IN A WAY FOR the Fact to ,stop day dreaming and face WHAT IS YOU HAVE BEEN DEALT WITH IN LIFE.


Maybe one can say you are Blessed ,but ,does that person Share the Blessing he or she has been given.


How many can say i have given everything in exchange for nothing,even Mother Theresa cannot,if you might use her for an example.No one can give without receiving something in return


NEVER EVER  IS POSSIBLE FOR ONE TO BE SUCH A HUMAN BEING  SOON U GET CARRIED AWAY BY EITHER ,FAME OR FORTUNE..OR JUS5 PLAIN PRIDE,THAT PUTS A STOP TO THOSE DREAMS .. and Ones Self plans and ideals becomes priority ,and we wind up ,in a rut what we call ‘


our own hard work


our own ideas


our plans


ME  my ,


The evil one invades even the sweetest person’s plans if you let him


WE DO NOT SEE WHAT WE SET OUT TO SOON IN THE FIRST PLACE..


Our thoughts are not our own  our plans fail ,we are not In Charge ..


We forget the dreams,our peace is gone ,OUR IDEALS GONE


WHAT BEGAN AS A DREAM TO HELP OTHERS AND BE A BLESSING BECOMES JUST A FAR OFF IILLUSION


But,this can change if we submit and surrender to HIM WHO MADE IT ALL


EASILY SAID HEY YOU


ARE YOU SUBMITTED AND SURRENDER YOU MIGHT ASK..


I WANT TO ,I STRIVE TO  BUT HUMAN NATURE TAKES OVER MOST OF THE TIME


SO I BEGIN ONCE AGAIN,ASKING MY SAVIOUR TO DO ALL THAT HE WANTS WITH ME AND USE ME..


OH boy,was i in for a ride…i am still going on one,everytime i slide off even in tiny matters ..


But,that is for a whole book..for now i will say Once Your Saviour you receive as your personnel all on all.,wow..


Believe me then only does the jpurney start.min this life too


My dear reader ..i was chastized ,shaken ,pruned Sometimes tossed again, but Never was ever discarded..


Till the day i go to see my Father i will have to learn to live in Submission to HIS LEADING ,,THEN ,ONLY THEN WILL MY FAITH INCREASE , and cam i be able to reAlly DREAM OR EVEN


LETS SAY..I CAN GO ON TO ACCOMPLISH THOSE THOUGHTS AND MAKE SOME DREAMS COME TRUE..


AGAIN  NOT MY DREAMS,BUT HIS PURPOSE AND ACCORDING TO HIS PLANS..YES might succeed


He never gives up ,so we can Dream on


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