You all might be wondering why the screen shot instead of typing it in..well..

Felt it would be more appropriate to call it ‘My Profile’.it always is so hard to say just a bit in a nutshell …If i am truthful about it  I will say..

THE UNDESERVING PRODIGAL CHILD …TO MY PARENTS OR MORE THAN THAT..

to the one who formed me then and still shaping as a clay is being molded..

Never once can i say i have been worthy of my Fathers’ Love, leave alone my loved ones.I feel it all the time. I do not want to be special or anything, if you think i am deriving that ..to be a writer or something ,to get everyones attention   etc..

I maybe  a smooth talker..

I might be a manipulative speaker.

I could be a conniving,  a con artist..

Hmm.. these are not only labelled being a bad influence ..

But when you are ungrateful in anyway…when u try to want to disobey the love  He has showered upon you and spared you from death so many ways and times ,you just  sit back  get a bit comfortable and then begin to complain and whine, about how you were adopted  and beaten up all the time, and if you cry openly ,even as a child hmm.it was more torture.

But remember after being beaten and starved and humiliated,you get wonderful gifts..wooo so good.

Be thankful girl..what is  beating going to do  ,just wipe those tears and ignore their threats,just smile and GET your gifts and ENJOY WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE

Each ones life is precious to our Heavenly Father.

Instead of turning to Him Knew it all , i turned to the worst decision.

will explain in more detail.

Dreaming and reality,along comes Faith to Create ???

Isn’t it true..that mostly everyone can say they were in a dream of a loved one or they dreamt something ..or even it had a great effect on their day to day life!!!

I believe everyone has,it may not be like the kaladescopic MOVIE DREAMS,BUT,something to hold on to or scare the heck out of you.

I am not here to talk like a philosopher..but like to start by saying ,i never dreamt anything except,dreamt i would one dau wake up to this nightmare called BEING NOBODY’S DARLING,EVER Again .Yes i did get the chance to be somebody’s darling … once.

I dreamt i could just be a survivor who could help others survive ,not be a Dream,this life we have been given, but to be a Reality,to make something out off..

So ,i began a journey Seeking HIm who promised us,if we ABIDE IN HIM,WE CAN BE MORE FRUITFUL,WHICH IS IN A WAY FOR the Fact to ,stop day dreaming and face WHAT IS YOU HAVE BEEN DEALT WITH IN LIFE.

Maybe one can say you are Blessed ,but ,does that person Share the Blessing he or she has been given.

How many can say i have given everything in exchange for nothing,even Mother Theresa cannot,if you might use her for an example.No one can give without receiving something in return

NEVER EVER IS POSSIBLE FOR ONE TO BE SUCH A HUMAN BEING SOON U GET CARRIED AWAY BY EITHER ,FAME OR FORTUNE..OR JUS5 PLAIN PRIDE,THAT PUTS A STOP TO THOSE DREAMS .. and Ones Self plans and ideals becomes priority ,and we wind up ,in a rut what we call ‘

our own hard work

our own ideas

our plans

ME my ,

The evil one invades even the sweetest person’s plans if you let him

WE DO NOT SEE WHAT WE SET OUT TO SOON IN THE FIRST PLACE..

Our thoughts are not our own our plans fail ,we are not In Charge ..

We forget the dreams,our peace is gone ,OUR IDEALS GONE

WHAT BEGAN AS A DREAM TO HELP OTHERS AND BE A BLESSING BECOMES JUST A FAR OFF IILLUSION

But,this can change if we submit and surrender to HIM WHO MADE IT ALL

EASILY SAID HEY YOU

ARE YOU SUBMITTED AND SURRENDER YOU MIGHT ASK..

I WANT TO ,I STRIVE TO BUT HUMAN NATURE TAKES OVER MOST OF THE TIME

SO I BEGIN ONCE AGAIN,ASKING MY SAVIOUR TO DO ALL THAT HE WANTS WITH ME AND USE ME..

OH boy,was i in for a ride…i am still going on one,everytime i slide off even in tiny matters ..

But,that is for a whole book..for now i will say Once Your Saviour you receive as your personnel all on all.,wow..

Believe me then only does the jpurney start.min this life too

My dear reader ..i was chastized ,shaken ,pruned Sometimes tossed again, but Never was ever discarded..

Till the day i go to see my Father i will have to learn to live in Submission to HIS LEADING ,,THEN ,ONLY THEN WILL MY FAITH INCREASE , and cam i be able to reAlly DREAM OR EVEN

LETS SAY..I CAN GO ON TO ACCOMPLISH THOSE THOUGHTS AND MAKE SOME DREAMS COME TRUE..

AGAIN NOT MY DREAMS,BUT HIS PURPOSE AND ACCORDING TO HIS PLANS..YES might succeed

He never gives up ,so we can Dream on

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